A ballade:
Calling the Moon
Nicole walks through the park under the moon
along the dim-lit path. She does not see
the flowers, stones, and such—things that are strewn
along the trail because she’s lost in a sea
of thoughts of Chuck and how they’ll soon be three.
She walks and cries and tries not to feel this way—
it’s all too much, too much, this unborn baby.
She calls to the moon: Will you take me away?
So lost in thought she does not see the man
until he steps out from the dark. He’s scruffy
and scary looking, kind of dirty. She can
smell his unwashed flesh. And suddenly
a knife appears. And next he says, “You be
quiet bitch!” Silently she begins to pray.
He pushes her down hard, and quietly
she calls to the moon: Will you take me away?
She looks him in the eyes as he opens
his. Her newborn son’s balanced on her knees.
She strokes his ruddy face, touching again
his fragile hands and tiny toes and baby
hair and whispers softly, “My reality.”
She breathes him deep into her, all the way
‘til they are one. She wonders how could she
ever called the moon: Take me away.
And this is how she’ s found, hurt, torn, a sea
of blood. They pull her pants up gently and lay
a coat around her, hearing her say softly,
calling the moon: Will you take me away?
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